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Link Details for: | TO MY RESTING PLACE |
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| Link ID# | 183 |
| Link URL | http:// |
| Submited By | NICHOLE DEWEESE |
| Added On | Tue_Mar__8__2005 |
Description:
I'm scared,I don't know what's to become of me. sometimes wishing I could see the future,what some wish not to see.. What if I was told I were to die in four days, what would I do,who would I tell,would I release anger in horrible ways, would I walk the earth with my mind in a daze? Would anyone treat me any different, would anyone reminise on our moments spent? Would my daughter enjoy our last moments together, would her life be peaceful,would her life be better? Would she cry,even weep, would it be my mind and soul she would always keep? Would people remember the good things about me, or would it be my little sins I've made,be the only things they see? Would anyone be sad,upset over my stone cold body, or would they cringe and wish they were the ones who shot me? Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever really cared, or did they have evil thoughts,vengence against me,they never shared? I don't think they gave a damn then,give a damn now, I'm having dreams everynight,sirens getting loud. This is for the ones who always said they would love me,then lied, there are rules to loving one another,to which they never could abide. It's no wonder I sit here,lonely and confused, I'm the one that lost,in the end,they won,I was the one to lose. This is for the ones to whom I gave my love,love that was never returned, all I ever wanted was that acceptance,that I so much yurned. Yes,this is for the ones that never loved me back,the ones that I loved, these will be the people that I will look sad upon from above. For these are the ones that truely hurt my soul, these are the ones who never gave a damn about NICHOLE. To all the people who made my life so hard, to all the people who made me put my heart on guard. To all these people,I will still always love,but I promise,you'll never know, because all the pain you caused me,I can never allow myself to show. So,I hope that you respect and cherish the next person you know, and know that,I carry that love for you when god chooses for me to go. |
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