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Link Details for: | I'm Sorry (To my Unborn CHild |
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| Link ID# | 49 |
| Link URL | http://www.yahoo.com |
| Submited By | Desiree Brooks |
| Added On | Wed_Nov__5__2003 |
Description:
I’m Sorry Two hearts beating fast, sweat dripping, sexual ecstasy, was what happened. Two bodies merged together doing similar motions making harmony together. A thin piece of barrier is the only thing that’s determining their future. Now knowing that it ripped from one thrust because you both were caught up in the moment. Burning souls, lacerated hearts hearts that been torn apart and need physical pleasure. The hormonal moans coming from my soul, the beautiful rhythm coming from my hips. His grunts and moans, making me want to keep that rhythm, making beautiful music to my ears. His manhood going deep in my warm ocean of love. Love I will give to only him. Going up and down, in and out, dipping into my luxurious honey. I sung a pitch no professional could have ever accomplished. I look into his eyes and see the love of my life. I see my future with him. He then returns that divine and blissful look. He looks into my eyes with a passion so deep, so sultry my soul begins to burn. He kisses me on my forehead, a kiss so vulnerable so soft and sweet. We climax together, having the sensation of a new beginning. As great as the existence in heaven. Our bodies no longer separate, no longer did we feel the pain as we did before, but we felt the satisfaction of fulfillment, the pain replaced with delight as we became one. That night I knew my life was changed. And yes the very outcome of change has arisen. Weeks went by, pain grew as those hours had hit 12 o’clock every night. Then sickness had came into play. My whole system had changed like the weather. Didn’t think I was conceiving a child since my cycle was coming on. But when I coughed and looked down upon my hands and saw that they were no longer pale brown but a ruby red, I got scared. I had to do something but didn’t know what. So giving my information to a stranger but one who can tell me what was happening to my body was the only way. And yes the outcome was unexpected. The one thing that I thought, that I sworn wouldn’t happen to me did. I was pregnant. My heart dropped and so did that sultry feeling I had for my future. Souls and hearts will be torn, trust wouldn’t be the same as before. Nothing will. Tears of physical and emotional pain came down my burning face leaving a path of fire. The place where my unborn child was resting began to hurt like hell. I started to bleed, to confused to know what was happening to me. Suddenly realizing that I was still taking the pills that suppose to prevent from all this from happening. When I ultimately stopped it was too late. Death came and took its prey. It has lurked into my “right full doings”, which I thought was best for me but now took my child. Souls and hearts will be torn, trust wouldn’t be the same as before. Nothing will. Tears of emotional pain came down my burning face leaving a path of fire. Not knowing what’s going to happen is one of the scariest things in the world. “I didn’t know the condom will break Didn’t know that I was conceiving a child Didn’t know that my child will never have a breath to take Didn’t know that vengeance can be so vile But now I know that the unexpected can ruin half of your life or just the one your holding within. “ To my unborn child: P.S. Didn’t know I had a life to provide for so how can I provide a name. Love your Mother, Desiree Renee Brooks Kismet |
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